Erica Hope #9

Well today is the birthday. . . .and now im at dereks we were swimming but it rained so we are all going skating tomorow. happy birthday to me!!!

Erica Hope #8

Well Bloggers,
Today should be fun. I'm going to the carnival with my ex's
cousin... Yeah, I know, I'm asking for it. Everything that I say will be held against me and used in the court of law lol or their next conversation...last night I was almost in tears and I don't think he really cares anymore... If he did he'd just ask me back out. And he's not gonna so I have no other choice but to be done right? WRONG! I don't want to be done I want him to want me again!!! But idk, I'm going to hang out with him next week, and in a couple of weeks Trevor wants me to go on a date with him.... But idk. Anyway I'm gonna go hang out with my brother so until next time,
as always,
Lotsa Love,
Peace, Love, and Erica

Erica Hope#7

Dear Bloggers,
I've been really really busy! Sorry I haven't wrote in forever. I was at the beach, than I went camping. It's been crazy. But i told Logan I was done With him, then I was gonna apologize and take it all back and I found out that he was talkig to his ex who he called a whore the whole time he was talking to me! So I didn't take it back but I did txt him and now I guess we are just friends. It's gonna be really hard to be his friend. But that wat I'm gonna have to do. I still have to see him and give him the tattoo I drew for him so in just praying he doesn't bat his eyelashes and expect me to get weak at the knees. Cause It ain't gonna happen. But I was gonna date Tyler when me and Logan broke up, but I was too late because now he's dating Shyanna. >=p blech! She's a goat whore! And then when. Get back I find out that precious and destany are both having mental break downs! I was not happy!!! I'm ready to kill people and then jump off a cliff. And I'm soooo sick of people saying I'm sorry bout Logan!!! My response will ALWAYS be, it's okay I'll smile through it all. Because that's what I always do! I'm the strong tower for all my friends so I have to always be happy. That's just how it goes. And that's how it's always been because I've ha to keep my family together. When you've been through everything I've been through you have no choice but to smile and just liv with it. You probably wouldn't beleieve it but Iv had it pretty rough. I'm not going into details because I don't wanna cry today lol. But for precious, if your reading this, don't let your family get to you, take the punishments like a big girl and don't pout around because that always makes it worse. Smile and act like it doesn't bother you. It'll drive your family nuts! And destany, if your new boyfriend really is all that and a bag of potatoe chips then congratulations I'm happy for you. But I swear if he hurts you again I'll football tackle his happy ass. Lol without looking back. You guys are my life. You and precious can come to me for anything I hope you know that.
As always,
peace, love, & Erica<3